I am Confused...!!

Don't know whats going on
everything is with me
but, something is gone
whom do i love
and who loves me not
who cares for me
and who wants to forget me as a bad thought
my heart beats every time
but i feel it is losing it's chime
i walk with people on the road

but still i find no one around
i feel i am happy with my life
but still some things don't seem to be alright
i believed on every one and they broke my heart
but still i can't keep them apart
hoping against hope i am walking tall
and i can hear my inner voice saying, surely i'll face a big fall
what i need, what i want
what have i lost,what i found
what i do,what i say
need these answers to find my way
cause my life is like a ship lost in a bay
need someone to hold my hand for a while
but i can't see anyone around
i am losing faith on myself
but i know i am one of my kind
and the answers to my questions
ONLY I CAN FIND......