Gift or Curse..??

The feeling of love is being so high
To be close to you my heart cries
In my heart few questions arise
Is your love a gift or a curse
Cause the feeling of being away from you is worst
I am happy to have you in my life
For me you are my sunshine

But sometimes I don't have a choice
When I wanna touch you,you are not around
When I can't see you,i feel so down
You say that from being away love becomes more
But I know, about this you are also not sure
I wanna be with you,feel you,hold you in my arms
I wanna live with all your beautiful charms
But all my thoughts are just part of a dream
The distance between us never becomes less
And thinking about the means to be close to you,
My life has become a mess
I try too hard to make things right
But still I do mistakes and we have silly fights
Don't know what's there in future
But right now my life without you is like a torture
So help me,come close to me, be with me
And give the gift of your love to me
Tell me what you need from me
And I will do anything to make you happy
As you used to be....